Due to an issue with the venue, the Alice in Wonderlust show has been canceled. Since so much time, energy, and planning has been put into this production, I hope it can be rescheduled in the near future!

Get ready to go down the rabbit hole with us! A few of my fellow SSXXX members will be in this show. Miss Kay, Ammo, Candyxxx, Scarlett, and I are a portion of this vivacious cast. Save the dates!


A slave has informed me someone has taken my photos without permission and is using them on a site. While I won't publish the web address of the culprit-I don't want to drive traffic to this person's site-I wanted to make a public statement. These photos were taken by two photographers I admire. The watermarks were removed from the images and this person is posing as me. As with anyone who models, does photography, and edits knows, lots of time and effort goes into these creations. I am angered that all our energies have been misrepresented. I am angered that someone is trying to capitalize on both my image as well as our collective hard work. Steps are being made to rectify this situation.

Despite the negativity, I can't help but think I'm doing something right! Over the past year my website was hacked into three times and now someone is posing as me. As one of the photographers said, "some models wish they were good enough to have their photos ripped." Also, given certain circumstances I can't help but think I was a specific target of hacking because I'm viewed as a threat. While I've been laying low on the Pro Domina front, that doesn't mean I'm going into an early grave. There have been many projects I've been working on obsessively-carrying my creative babies to full term so they're ready to prosper once they're released.

On a completely different note, I've been enjoying some intensely rewarding lifestyle scenes. The names have been omitted or changed to protect the not so innocent. So, gather around my fellow pervies! It's time for a story...

"Don't move while I stick this knife in your cunt." She shuddered a bit bent over the kitchen sink. Doggie's ass was on display, legs spread, and head a few inches away from ice cold water. Her Owner decided to share this pet...and take some photos for our private collection. Though not bound, doggie had to stay still or risk having her pussy cut open by the long silver blade I held.

"You're going to keep that banana in your ass otherwise I'm really going to hurt you." Owner took the banana peel and arranged it nicely on doggie's head. We instructed her to keep her present position though we knew she was getting fatigued. What would happen if she either moved during knife play or knocked the banana peel off her head? I'm sure these thoughts were running through her mind wildly as I switched things up and spanked her with the knife. Owner handed me a long pair of tongs. A knowing look was exchanged-so wonderful to non-verbally communicate with another top. I clamped a large area of nether lips with the tongs, tugged, and proceeded to lightly drag the blade on her exposed bits.

Her whimpers were music to our ears. I could hear the occasional shutter snap as photos were being taken. The banana peel was starting to slide off doggie's head though. While keeping her bits clamped I spanked her harder with the knife then with my hand. I think we both wanted her to fail. We deviously laughed as the peel inevitably fell off her head. Owner put down the camera, grabbed doggie's hair, and shoved her head into the ice cold water-pulling her back up only to be forced back down again and again. One more knowing look was exchanged, and I grabbed her soaking wet hair.

"This is what you fucking get for not following instructions." I promptly shoved her head in the water and held her there...for a while. We could see her muscles tense as she tried to hold her breath. The bubbling and girgling noises doggie made after allowed to breathe were delicious. Owner noticed she was getting excited as moisture was visible on her inner thighs. The banana was sliding out of her ass. As it plopped on the ground, Owner and I grabbed the mushy bits and smeared them into doggie's hair.

"You're a disgrace," Owner said. "And a disgusting mess of a being who can't follow the most simple of instructions," I added. Doggie's head was shoved back into the water by both our forceful hands. Once released to breathe, we spit on the back of her head.

"Go take a shower! Attempt to wash out your dirty gapping holes. We're going out shortly and you'll be put on display in front of our friends. We don't want to be embarrassed to be in the same room with you." Owner and I laughed watching her reddened and banana smeared ass scamper off to the shower.



All of you will be reading more of our adventures over time. What's been going on over the past few weeks could be enough material for a novel...but I'll pace myself.

I opened my email and found the following photo from a new supplicant:




I am quite honored this person would show his dedication to being trained by me in this manner. This is quite the warm offering on a cold winter's day!

Thank you to Eve Minax for bringing this to our attention! I just received her newsletter in my email and checked out this website. As many of you may or may not know, I have studied Asian body therapies. I've been fascinated with energy on a variety of levels-particularly how it's exchanged between individuals engaging in SM. It's wonderful to know there are fellow kinky explorers and professionals who not only share this interest, but have developed ways to share knowledge!

I'm hoping a longer trip to SF for the sheer purpose of taking many classes will be possible this year. In the mean time, check out www.bondassage.com!

Here are a few images from a shoot Christian and I did the other day.



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I've been keeping busy with shooting both photos and video. Scarlett and I are building up a good amount of material and will be launching a new Clips4Sale store very soon. Unfortunately, there was a snafu involving my domain. I have since purchased a new one for my Pro Domina site, and will get it up and running soon as well. There are many projects to keep me occupied!

Hopefully everyone had a nice ringing in of 2010 and is in good spirits, good health, and ready to play! I know I am. As usual, there are many projects I'm working on currently. Over the coming weeks I'll make more announcements to clue all of you in as to what's going on.

For now, I will be performing three times this month! The first one is January 13th with SSXXX. Look at the flier below:




The second one is Scarlett DeVille and I on January 16th at Betty's Blue Star. The third one is on Saturday, January 30th at Lucky Number. Mark your calenders and come out!

As December passes by I've been very reflective about what has changed and what will be. During my usual flurry of activity I feel it's important to take a step back to reflect before taking certain steps forward. This month is perfect for this as the new year is fast approaching!

A lot has changed this past year! I've made a conscious decision to grow. This has meant revisiting certain activities and interests that have challenged me in the past. While joining SS-Triple-X I've revisited my needle fetish from the opposite side of the bevel. Doing pain performances with my Sisters in the troupe has been-and continues to be-extraordinarily rewarding on so many levels. Two of the Ladies in the troupe, Scarlett DeVille and Candyxxx, are fellow Pro Dominas I work with on a regular basis. We've exchanged and shared ideas on kink and I've learned a great deal from both of them. I've also overcome my anxieties of having my feet touched and worshiped by getting professional massage, acupuncture, and instructing well-behaved slaves on how to properly treat my feet. I'm happy to announce I will now be adding foot fetish sessions to my repertoire!

The desire to be in charge of my website has always been strong. I've wanted to learn how to code, but in the past have relied on a web developer to maintain my site. This past year I've had many struggles with my site and server getting hacked into. Unfortunately, my site is currently down, but I am making strides to learn and ultimately rebuild natalyasadici.com. My silence on this blog and on forums is not due to me retiring! It has been due to taking a step back to learn, experiment with new methods, and come back with new strength and vitality.

As mentioned a bit in my first point, I am working with a new group of Ladies. Mz Candyxxx, Mistress Scarlett DeVille(formerly Mistress Elizabeth Poole), and I have formed a collective. We're all available for sessions together, separately, and various combinations of double Domina sessions. Like me they are all working on new websites. Mistress Scarlett and I have been adhering to a demanding weekly shooting schedule. We've been shooting both photos and videos and will launch a new and exciting endeavor at the new year! I don't want to give too much away, but more announcements will be made as everything is released to the public.

I am a firm believer of whatever energy you put out to the Universe is what will come back to you. My energy is best spent on those who desire to explore FemDom, kink, and fetishes. My energy is NOT best spent on those who are manipulative, can't make up their minds, are time wasters, wankers, and those that can't keep promises. While I am fair, I am strict. I've recently done a "clean house" of sorts to evaluate where my energy has been going. Nurturing my positive relationships has been top priority. If you'd like to go on a journey of growth, exploration, and increased awareness, then we'll get along well! My goals have been set and I'm ready to move forward.

In general, I'm pleased to have key people in my life, an ability to scratch various creative itches, and to constantly learn and challenge myself.

...seem to be the story for me for the past two weeks or so. First, my phone locked up and I couldn't receive voice mail messages and now my website is down. The craziness with my phone has now subsided, and hopefully I can get website issues sorted tomorrow-when it's not a holiday.

If you need to contact me, either call or email at MistressNatalya@gmail.com.



Come out to see me and my fellow Sinister Siblings in two 30 min. acts!