As December passes by I've been very reflective about what has changed and what will be. During my usual flurry of activity I feel it's important to take a step back to reflect before taking certain steps forward. This month is perfect for this as the new year is fast approaching!

A lot has changed this past year! I've made a conscious decision to grow. This has meant revisiting certain activities and interests that have challenged me in the past. While joining SS-Triple-X I've revisited my needle fetish from the opposite side of the bevel. Doing pain performances with my Sisters in the troupe has been-and continues to be-extraordinarily rewarding on so many levels. Two of the Ladies in the troupe, Scarlett DeVille and Candyxxx, are fellow Pro Dominas I work with on a regular basis. We've exchanged and shared ideas on kink and I've learned a great deal from both of them. I've also overcome my anxieties of having my feet touched and worshiped by getting professional massage, acupuncture, and instructing well-behaved slaves on how to properly treat my feet. I'm happy to announce I will now be adding foot fetish sessions to my repertoire!

The desire to be in charge of my website has always been strong. I've wanted to learn how to code, but in the past have relied on a web developer to maintain my site. This past year I've had many struggles with my site and server getting hacked into. Unfortunately, my site is currently down, but I am making strides to learn and ultimately rebuild natalyasadici.com. My silence on this blog and on forums is not due to me retiring! It has been due to taking a step back to learn, experiment with new methods, and come back with new strength and vitality.

As mentioned a bit in my first point, I am working with a new group of Ladies. Mz Candyxxx, Mistress Scarlett DeVille(formerly Mistress Elizabeth Poole), and I have formed a collective. We're all available for sessions together, separately, and various combinations of double Domina sessions. Like me they are all working on new websites. Mistress Scarlett and I have been adhering to a demanding weekly shooting schedule. We've been shooting both photos and videos and will launch a new and exciting endeavor at the new year! I don't want to give too much away, but more announcements will be made as everything is released to the public.

I am a firm believer of whatever energy you put out to the Universe is what will come back to you. My energy is best spent on those who desire to explore FemDom, kink, and fetishes. My energy is NOT best spent on those who are manipulative, can't make up their minds, are time wasters, wankers, and those that can't keep promises. While I am fair, I am strict. I've recently done a "clean house" of sorts to evaluate where my energy has been going. Nurturing my positive relationships has been top priority. If you'd like to go on a journey of growth, exploration, and increased awareness, then we'll get along well! My goals have been set and I'm ready to move forward.

In general, I'm pleased to have key people in my life, an ability to scratch various creative itches, and to constantly learn and challenge myself.