After going through a lot of "stuff" this year, I've been analyzing my pervy proclivities. What draws me to certain activities? What boundaries have I set for myself, and are they helping or hindering my personal growth? I believe it's natural to take a step back every so often and look at your journey through life.
No, this is not a post to say I'm retiring or moving. So, please don't worry about that. In fact, I've realized how important kink is in my life. This realization came while attempting work on another degree of higher education. Notebooks of fantasies, photo and video shoot ideas, and smut were piling up in my office. Needless to say, I have since stopped working on that degree to follow my heart and passions. The transition has been bumpy so far, but WAY more fulfilling.
The fast approaching new year will be filled with travel, various art projects, the launch of my video production company, and, of course, sessions and play time galore! I have taken steps to reconnect with people I lost touch with once I started as an independent Domina. It's been great to have the time again. There are classes to enhance and evolve my skill set to take, and seemingly "vanilla" classes I'd like to attend also. What can I say? "Student of life", is one of my mottos.
In general, I've been doing a lot of inner work. I wish all of you a safe holiday season-if I don't see you out and about over the next few weeks-and health and happiness for 2009!
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Growth is always important. You have been very supportive of all of us. Very patient and helpful to those of us that have had some impact due to the current economic conditions. You have every right to seek Your own path, as You are the person most deserving of a rewarding year for 2009. i can do what i can to support and help, to make the commitments that need to be made, but also to support You in however You want to direct our service to You this year.
paladin
Evolution and growth are important. You are a very giving person to all of us, and it is time You are given our encouragement to move forward. You have been patient with those of us that need to keep our commitments with You, and we need to encourage You and help You make Your transitions and movement to where You feel the most comfortable.
We care about Your success and we always want to support You. Have a great holiday.
paladin
Your words mean a lot to me, paladin. We'll definitely be in touch. I wish you happy holidays. Be safe in all your travels, and I hope you get to relax!
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